this entry is dedicated specially to zu jian. others can view it. lyrics of emerald sword.
if u dun understand wad is all behind this song, i'll explain in sch to u.
I crossed the valleys the dust of midlands
to search for the third key to open the gates
Now I'm near the altar the secret inside
As legend told my beloved sun light the dragons eyes
On the way to the glory I'll honour my sword
to serve right ideals and justice for all
Finally happened the sun lit their eyes
the spell was creating strange games of light
Thanks to hidden mirrors I found my lost way
over the stones I reached the place it was a secret cave
In a long bloody battle that prophecies told
the light will prevail hence wisdom is gold
For the king for the land for the mountains
for the green valleys where dragons fly
for the glory the power to win the black lord
I will search for the emerald sword
*~music~*
Only a warrior with a clear heart
could have the honour to be kissed by the sun
Yes, I'm that warrior I followed my way
led by the force of cosmic soul I can reach the sword
On the way to the glory I'll honour my sword
to serve right ideals and justice for all
For the king for the land for the mountains
for the green valleys where dragons fly
for the glory the power to win the black lord
I will search for the emerald sword
its a simple song. yet full of literary meanings, which i just discovered. unintentionally, it created lots of literary meanings. how nice.
and as for u, the loss of that chance ... it may seem very big a loss at first. but if u study the situation properly for u, u find that u hav about 18 weeks to mug. that is one of the final chances the sch is going to give u, if im not wrong about that one. im sorry to hear of the bad news.. it means either ur parents are going to do something to u (like no com) or that u hav no holis left.
it is alright, it is okay, all thats best will come one day. look to the front, and naturally ur shadows will fall behind u. do not despair too much. it will drive anyone crazy.
hci will never boot anyone out just because he got poor stuff. neither will they boot any deserving / talented (u hav cello and b.ball talent isn't it.. and piano too) out just cos they cant afford sch fees too.
i've done some checking around. i dun think many ppl despises the o level class. i dun think so. even though i fear i may fall into it, but i dun really despise them. the guys in there, are still human. they ARE human, get it? ..
dun ever think of ending ur life just cos of this. remember, famous ppl tried, failed and still never gave up and they do succeed. ok lah, even if u dun hav to b famous, but at least u must must try. try to get that ip once again in end of term 1. im sure u can do it.
one thing's for sure. u hav to tell me wad are ur subject / areas of weaknesses. if its op, then just try to talk more. the teacher cant eat u up if u talk and make a mistake. if its ace (cp), then.. just mug ur ace like siao when during this holis. its worth it, even though i did so only when in sept holis this year.. it was pure gay. i did like 10 points worth of work in just 2 days. if its subjects.. see first. i'll try to giv u some practice if i can for higher chinese. vic chang and i can help u in ur english (cos i cant solo help u in my eng. its A2 only) . and then for maths.. i think ur maths better than me lor. but if u cant cope maths, ask shiang. he chao gay lah. his exam get 74/80. can kill him alrdy. lol haha. =/ but then, do ask help from those around u when u nid it even if u THINK that the help u nid is just a little only. it will make a difference u noe.
pls live on. life does not end at 14 . besides that, eddie passed his criteria of 3.00 . exact details unknown yet. so he can still guide us all the way until sec 4 syf too.
chsco nids u, zu jian. without u, i think vic and shiang's gone case totally.
without u, tan gc hav nothing to show off..
without u, i duno who to share the pu with. really
one human may seem unimportant to the other. but if i weigh the points carefully, i can say that ur important equally to chsco as well as those who are beside u and those who really care.
i hav one final thing to say. those 'frens' who leave u and do not keep in touch wif u after school reopen, they are not ur true frens. a true fren stays beside a fren in nid.
as the saying goes, a true fren stays beside a fren in need. (theres this philosophy saying, mounted and framed on a glass panel one, one of those u usually find stuck on walls all around the school.) its something like that.
good luck as always. as usual. as forever. cant believe i took 35min to type and think of everything for this entry.
garnet peridotite was shining at
23:55
